I need to go back, and probably sans kidlets as they pestered and whinged and meant that we didn't take many photos and couldn't soak up Creation as much as we'd hoped.
|Liam insisted on taking a photo and this is it. I love maiden hair ferns, do you?|
But then Rick took this photo of us. Obviously, we weren't all ready for the photo and he wasn't going to take another one!
But life is precious and this time with the children being so little will pass all too quickly. Do you find yourself missing your children about an hour after they go to bed? I do. I think it is because they can drive me nuts all day and when I've had an hour to myself, to collect my thoughts and gather a bit of strength, I miss them and want to pour out some love on to them and not my angry voice!
Rick will return to work soon. Since returning to Port Stephens, we have actually been able to benefit from all this time away from work aka unemployment. It has been 3.5 months and really, the last 3 weeks have been wonderful. It wasn't so wonderful before. As much as we wanted to make Hervey Bay our home and we miss our family and new friends there, it was a difficult time. Unsettling. Both Rick and I lost weight which we aren't complaining about at all. But when I'm asked how I lost weight, I say "buy the book I am writing, it is called the unemployment stress diet!". Actually, I don't recommend it (and no, I am not really writing a book!).
I am grateful that God listens to my prayers and answers them in His time. Throughout these past weeks I have meditated on this text:
But those who wait on the Lord
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.
Sometimes we have to wait, and He doesn't let us down, we do that ourselves. So to avoid letting myself down, I claim this promise:
Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.